I'VE BECOME SO {{ NUMB }}

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 08:09:16 GMT

i cant take this.

you flirt with me one day. ignore me the next, and say you just want to be friends?
and now you're avoiding me. i'm sick of the bullshit you put me through.

on top of that, i went for my job interview for a full time traineeship, so if i get that, you don't have to make contact with me at all.

i don't need you treating me like a misbehaving four year old on top of all the other shit i'm going through at the moment.

and i do care for you, even after all the shit you've done to me.
i can't stop myself from caring for you, even though you love her and it breaks my heart to see how much you love her
even if you don't admit that you love her.

so please. you say you understand.
but do you?
or are you just trying to make me feel better?

hmm

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 00:09:30 GMT

decided to post a blog up, just to see how this looks. when i get better with live journal, i'll make my own layout, so whatevv.

<333

i'll start making blends and icons and stuff like that too. maybe open an Ikimono-gakari fansite. <33333333333

- Lili.

CONFESSIONS.

I'VE BECOME SO {{ NUMB }}

hmm